This My Last Day :)

Heyy , this my last day using this blog , after this i not use this anymore :) i made a new one , and no one know about it :) except mt bff :) this blog give me many feeling , this blog also place for me "luahkan my feeling " but i don't know why , some people take an advantge about this blog , so i make a new one :) alhammdulilah my life getting batter and okeyy :) Thanks ALLAH , i also can manage my self and family , even some people make a story so let them be , i don't want messy my life about this such thing , if you want care about my life i say thanks because you care and like me :) ahaha , but this fasting time , if i make a wrong just tell in front me , i will accepted what i do wrong , and i begging please do not make story anymore , i just like a normal person , if you don't like me , its okey but please not don't make a story about me , i tired with this such things , THANKS and HAPPY RAYA :) if i do a mistake or wrong , i'm sorry but let me know what my mistake ,

Webbie with MINE auwww :)

All the crazy shit I did tonight with you ,Those will be the best memories , I just wanna let it go for the night , That would be the best therapy for me , sayang thanks for the webbie , make me laugh and he friend make a great stupid laugh :) thanks , It’s gettin’ late but I don’t mind

Fasting :)

Thanks For The Pengumuman Fasting , I goes To Bazar Ramdhan Alone As Usual And Bored :)Prepared for the tommorrow , many kind of food had :) a great first Sahur , mummy wake me up , along at her Unvrsity and missing with the all memories :) the whole day i be strong , first day puase , maleh want to go school , ahaha :) friday go to school , MR.S YOGERSWARY , was angry :) i just as usual be cool ahahha :) forth fasting , i hugry and testy after nine fasting , i period :) so as usual chekout the fasting time babe :) by the way , time fasting , Bazar Ramdhan Andalas will be the place i buy the food :) because it near and many kind food i kan research :) ,

okeyyy jea :)

so far im quite okey with my new life , more silent and not many talk :) i could be okey , kawan pon cakap kejap cakap tak :) and i know i dah try lupakan my ex , biarlah , just past is past , make new life , dont want to hurt , pergi scholl dok sorg sorg , makan sorgsorg , much batter tak ade gosip gosip , pahala makin bertambah :) HAHA , balik scholl rmai lagy bole berkawan , its okey , dylla kan strong relex lah , i have a perfect mother and brother , i also have a boyfriend means Kawan Lelaki , so its okey , dorg taknak kwn tak pakse , :) i also have my bff NADDY JOE , its okey jea , alaaaa benda two month jea lagy so sabar jela , dylla mesti kuat :) and 3/08/2010 , Datuk Hamidah kembali kerahmatullah around 3am , mummy morning morning dah nannges , mata bengkak , that time i kat scholl , jenazah ALAHHYARHAMAH dibawak ke Sabah menaiki HOLI /HELI , pity mummy , Uncle J sedih and menangis , his sister alredy passed away , i just think kekayaan tak bawa kemane mane tapy hati yg ikhlas bawak kite kejayaan so dylla just bersabar dua bulan jea lagy :) puasa nak dekat tak sabar nak bukak puase , dlu ade boyf nak bukak puase dengan die skrg dengan kawan kawan pon okey , last saturday night apek and wawan datang umah aroung 1 am , HAHA gyler beto datang dri gombak but best lah lepak lepak dengan dorg , si wawan Gay , haha , :) my life okey jea , even bored but i have fmly and friend , i can life without you and happy too

Preparation birthdayy Mummy :)

morning wake up so early , i cook breakfirst for mummy HAHA early present :) around 12oclock after i eat lunch prepared go to office mummy preparation :) birthdy party , i call botak but he not wakeup :) i wearing short dress , black colour , mase nak pergi preparition mummy headache so i urutkan kepale die:) after done , i go but i fight with Alung damn crazy :( after smpai kunci office pulakk tertingal so kena naik TC amik kunci kat staf ,damn penat , beli belon lagy , haha tiup belon dengan botak bapak penat doe :) but gelak gelak jea , around 3 pm amik eki pulak kat train die jady photogrpher :) haha pdhal die nak jmpe family , dah amik die , gerak gy secret respy beli kek mummy :) kalong and fmly dah smpai dah :) rmai lah gak yang ade , best bukak lagu kuat kuat damn like club :)HAHA endthen nyanyi lagu birthday , btw thnks botak helping me so muchh , WE BEST FRIEND FOREVER :) and then party on time kiteorg karoka takyah pergi karoke depan pc pon best , terbaek lah :) bagy mummy hadiah , mmg best , pukul 9 mlm hbs suda :) i hntr eki balik end then botak balik , btw guys thnks coming to my mother birthday :) and thnks helping me :) friend forever :)

SINGLLEEEE :)

LAST EVENING , ONE GIRLS WAS CALLING ME AFTER IM BCK FROM SCHOOL SO I PICK THE CALL , SHE SAY "hey you sape ? i cakap i dylla u? i gf ****** end then i say backk ohhh you lies right , she say no i swear to god , i skrg tga otw nak gy amikk die kat umaa kang i bagy you cakapp kat die , i cakaap okeyy ,and i watingg that time i was asking at my suck bf and then he was deny after i tunjuk bukti baru die say sorryy forgive i , that time i tak sedar sebab that gurls goda i , i cakapp whatt :( i was cry and cry after one and half hour the gurl call me back , you want to say to ***** i say okey , but die taknak cakapp , i was so downn , that time is our ansversy i so crush and heartless damn so , i dont have anyone to share my pob so i just cry and cryy :( after 9 pm , he was call me and say sory for all that and give he a second chnge and i say okey i will because i love our relationship and i love him so much , he say he alredy break with the girl because he just love me and want me but my feelingg say ade masalah nie , i was texting with the girls , the girls say "ehh i tak break lagy dengan die , die cakap youu ex die " i wass like terduduk OMG im so crusshh and heartless , i just tabahh and tunjukkan yang i kuat but tuhan jea tahu , i was texting with my suck bf , he say no lah bla bla bla bla and need rest when i ask o break with me , he crying and begging to me , i was like serba salahh , so i say okey , i trust you , that night around 4 am that girl calling me againn , she wan to ask about **** and i like oh just saayy ,i cakapp swear profesional tak tunjuk yang i down or whtaever after 2 hours later after she off the calling i was strt cry back , until keesokan hari i tak bagun pergi sekolahh sebab mata bengkak and malu if my classmate know , so was sit at home but at home i was cry and cryy damn crush :( at 3 pm he call me back , he such caringg and bla bla , and 5 pm he want to practse for he tournement so i okey , i tak bagy stress or whatever until 7 pm the gurl call me back and damn i totaly down , i was like silent , cry and cry , but after a while IMRAN was calling me , he make me calm down and okey back , fahmi also advise to me and i okey back but after 12 am he calling me back and i decide to break up with him because he unfaith at me and our realtionship , just god yang tahu , that night i nak kol atyno but mesti die kate i ape pulakk kalau i ttbe ngdu kat die so i kept silent :) so i just let chill and relexx and so down and upset and i start cry and the he gf calling me that night around 2 am , hm bole bayangkan takk bertapa hancurnye hati i , hm

TIREDD WITH MESSY THINGGSSS

im tired with this all , tired with stdy , tired with friends and my reltionshp , i need alone right now , now i far away frm my bff because i want to conctrte for my stdy , i dont want to hurt mmy feeling btw i miss them , i miss alot atyno . hm entahh lah , bnyak bnda kena harungi , 3 bulan je dylla , bertahan lahh , angap nie semua dugaan , one day , in night , i baring baring kat bilik mummy , mummy say , adik after finis spm you want to do what , i answer law because i want to bela nasb women outside there , mummy say if you want tou must acchieve to do the best for your spm , so i say i try mummy , sundely mmy say if i day who want to take care you and along , i answer back , mumy want to go where , i follow , i wont let you go mom , i love you so much , mummy say yahh i love you too but nie semua kerja tuhan kite redha jela , damn sad i hear like that , mummy say who want to take care my company if not you and along , mmummy buat nie semua untuk korang , dahlah bapak korg tak bagy nafkah , tnye khbr pon tak , i know mummy hurt because abah buad mummy , abah abaikan kami , but im glad because i ade mak , tak kesa lah org nk ckp ape , my mom yang besarkan i selama i 17 tahun nie , die yang bagi kasih sayang yang sangat2 melimpah ruah , to mummy adik buad ni semua sbb mummy , adik tak bergaul rapat dengan kwn adik lagy sbb adik na usaha for my spm bukan i gado ngan dorang cuma buad mase nie i nak alone , many thng messy my life , about love lagy , haih , damns sad , btw i can lose my freind but i cant tose my mother she my everything , mummy adik berjanji im try my best for my spm mummy , ILOVEYOU btw 25 july mummy brthdy , adik kmpul duit untuk beli hadiah mummy , hope mummy suka :)