TIREDD WITH MESSY THINGGSSS

im tired with this all , tired with stdy , tired with friends and my reltionshp , i need alone right now , now i far away frm my bff because i want to conctrte for my stdy , i dont want to hurt mmy feeling btw i miss them , i miss alot atyno . hm entahh lah , bnyak bnda kena harungi , 3 bulan je dylla , bertahan lahh , angap nie semua dugaan , one day , in night , i baring baring kat bilik mummy , mummy say , adik after finis spm you want to do what , i answer law because i want to bela nasb women outside there , mummy say if you want tou must acchieve to do the best for your spm , so i say i try mummy , sundely mmy say if i day who want to take care you and along , i answer back , mumy want to go where , i follow , i wont let you go mom , i love you so much , mummy say yahh i love you too but nie semua kerja tuhan kite redha jela , damn sad i hear like that , mummy say who want to take care my company if not you and along , mmummy buat nie semua untuk korang , dahlah bapak korg tak bagy nafkah , tnye khbr pon tak , i know mummy hurt because abah buad mummy , abah abaikan kami , but im glad because i ade mak , tak kesa lah org nk ckp ape , my mom yang besarkan i selama i 17 tahun nie , die yang bagi kasih sayang yang sangat2 melimpah ruah , to mummy adik buad ni semua sbb mummy , adik tak bergaul rapat dengan kwn adik lagy sbb adik na usaha for my spm bukan i gado ngan dorang cuma buad mase nie i nak alone , many thng messy my life , about love lagy , haih , damns sad , btw i can lose my freind but i cant tose my mother she my everything , mummy adik berjanji im try my best for my spm mummy , ILOVEYOU btw 25 july mummy brthdy , adik kmpul duit untuk beli hadiah mummy , hope mummy suka :)